Welcome to Brittany's recovery/vent blog. Here you will find entries based around my recovery process in regards to my mental illnesses. Entries may be triggering and, if so, will be password-protected or simply privated. Originally I'd intended for this to be a strictly positive place documenting my recovery, but I realized I need to acknowledge the darker as well as mundane things, too. Overall, this place is for me to document my recovery in all its ups and downs and if you want to see how it goes, feel free to browse around. Passwords will not be freely given for any aforementioned password-protected posts, however. Peace, yo - Brittany.


Brittany. 26. Libra. INxP. Bisexual. Psychology Major. Eclectic Pagan. Hellenic Polytheism. Researcher. Mermaids. Cats. Donuts. Kingdom Hearts. Final Fantasy. Cooking. Neuroscience. The Nightmare Before Christmas. Tea. Kpop. Tim Burton. Fleetwood Mac. Nail polish. Plaid. Eyeliner. Boots. Space. Charmed. Symphonic Metal. Drawing. Crystals. Tarot. Sea Witchery. Within Temptation. Jun Hyosung. Writing. Merlin. Anthropology. AOA. Tsuritama. Edgar Allan Poe. Girl's Day. Star Wars. Puppies. Utada Hikaru. Classic Hollywood. The Originals. Once Upon a Time. Seashells. Haikyuu. Singing. Pokemon. Rain. AC/DC. Dangan Ronpa. Astronomy. Candles.


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A year like this passes so strangely somewhere between sorrow and bliss
00000 Saturday 2 December 2017 @ 12:08 am

I had my last day of college classes officially today. It feels weird and surreal and sad and relieving to say that. Like. I’m still not really believing it to be true lmao it hasn’t hit me yet.

It’s been a weird semester and I’m not done yet but I’m almost there. I’m almost graduated, you guys, I can’t believe it.

I talked to my mentor after class today to thank her and give her the good news about being done with classes and she hugged me and thanked me for being a good student and a good person. I wanted to cry lol it’s just so hard to say goodbye to people and it doesn’t hit me until later. I’ll see her again at graduation and if my thesis gets accepted by a research conference but that’s a ways off right now, so.

It’s been a rough year in terms of saying goodbye to people, but that’ll be talked about in another post later on. I’m too emotional to write it now. It’s just been rough saying goodbye to this school and all the memories and people there. I didn’t fit in with the psych group, and everyone I knew has already graduated and it’s all new people now that I never got to know. But it’s still hard and weird to say goodbye to what was my second home for four and a half years.

But, like I said, another post for another time.

I’m just having a hard time processing that it’s almost over. Two more finals and one final project and I’ll be done. I’m almost there.

I’m almost there.

♥ Brittany

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