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Brittany. 28. Libra. INxP. Bisexual. Psychology Student. Eclectic Pagan. Aphrodite. Hekate. Mermaids. Cats. Donuts. Kingdom Hearts. Final Fantasy. Cooking. Neuroscience. The Nightmare Before Christmas. Tea. Kpop. Fleetwood Mac. Nail polish. Plaid. Eyeliner. Boots. Space. Charmed. Symphonic Metal. Crystals. Tarot. Sea Witchery. NCT. Within Temptation. Jun Hyosung. Writing. Merlin. Anthropology. AOA. Tsuritama. SHINee. Edgar Allan Poe. Girl's Day. Star Wars. Puppies. Utada Hikaru. Classic Hollywood. The Originals. Seashells. Singing. Pokemon. Rain. AC/DC. Astronomy. Candles.

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Time: 12/6/18 @ 8:27am
Mood: Bored
Music: Florence + the Machine - Heartlines
Watching: Nothing
Doing: Blogging
Song Stuck in Head: NCT 127 - Simon Says / K/DA - POP/STARS
Playing: FFIX, KH Days
Obsessions: NCT, KH

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Name: Blinding
Features: Yuna from Final Fantasy X
Tools: Adobe Photoshop CS2, Notepad
Fonts: Notera, Porcelain, 0b403 or whatever, Century Gothic
Lyrics: Florence + The Machine - Blinding
Comments: I threw this together in like an hour lmao and it shows. It's not great. It's just a blend of pictures I threw through a filter I made a long time ago and then threw some text on. I was just so inspired by this song and Yuna popped into my mind, and what she might have felt when Tidus had to leave. Though really, the song just means a lot to me, personally, because it describes things that I've been feeling in my life recently. Particularly the 'no more calling like a crow for a boy' and 'no more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong one' lines. It just hits me in the heart and I wanted to make something with them, so this happened. I'm just not sure whY when I upload images now they stretch so big lmao like they get ruined I'm so mad about it but if you zoom out to 90% you get something of what it's supposed to look like. Ugh.

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hola hola~
00000 Tuesday 15 August 2017 @ 6:22 pm

So I haven’t posted in a month so I figured it’s time for an update.

I’ve been on new meds for a while now and I had a psych appointment a few days ago. They seem to be working well because I’ve been doing a lot better, all things considered. My life isn’t at the best point right now but I haven’t had a depressive episode in almost two months so I’m pretty happy about that. I’ve been okay, some days happy, some days not so happy, but okay. Stable. That’s all I’ve been asking for.

I’m overwhelmed by school stuff and I go back for my last semester in a week, so I’m feeling pretty antsy. I’m more concerned with grad school and how to make that happen, moving to a new place and all that’s involved there and just, yeah. It’s all confusing and difficult. I’m not that concerned about my classes since I’m taking like creative poetry and personality theory and shit, I think I’m gonna be okay this semester, I’m not worried about it being super stressful even though I know it will be.

I really miss my counselor lately but I’ll be okay with my new therapist. I just have to try to see her more often and build a good relationship with her. She’s really nice and understanding so I think she’ll help me a lot.

Since I stopped doing this at some point, here’s an update of my face

My faceeeeee

Kira is doing well, too. Too lazy to post a photo of her because I’m terrible but she is good. She’s the only thing that keeps me going some days.

I don’t have much else to say, but I felt I should update this with my more positive progress. And now I leave you with my children, please support them

♥ Brittany

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