Welcome to Brittany's recovery/vent blog. Here you will find entries based around my recovery process in regards to my mental illnesses. Entries may be triggering and, if so, will be password-protected or simply privated. Originally I'd intended for this to be a strictly positive place documenting my recovery, but I realized I need to acknowledge the darker as well as mundane things, too. Overall, this place is for me to document my recovery in all its ups and downs and if you want to see how it goes, feel free to browse around. Passwords will not be freely given for any aforementioned password-protected posts, however. Peace, yo - Brittany.


Brittany. 26. Libra. INxP. Bisexual. Psychology Major. Eclectic Pagan. Hellenic Polytheism. Researcher. Mermaids. Cats. Donuts. Kingdom Hearts. Final Fantasy. Cooking. Neuroscience. The Nightmare Before Christmas. Tea. Kpop. Tim Burton. Fleetwood Mac. Nail polish. Plaid. Eyeliner. Boots. Space. Charmed. Symphonic Metal. Drawing. Crystals. Tarot. Sea Witchery. Within Temptation. Jun Hyosung. Writing. Merlin. Anthropology. AOA. Tsuritama. Edgar Allan Poe. Girl's Day. Star Wars. Puppies. Utada Hikaru. Classic Hollywood. The Originals. Once Upon a Time. Seashells. Haikyuu. Singing. Pokemon. Rain. AC/DC. Dangan Ronpa. Astronomy. Candles.


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Name: Tempted
Features: Jun Hyosung
Tools: Adobe Photoshop CS3, Notepad
Fonts: Idk i think one is called Queen of the Night?? lmao idk
Lyrics: Collide - Tempted
Comments: I made this a while ago... two years ago... ish. But I like it a lot and I was getting tired of how dark the last layout was so I decided to reuse it. I like the colors and Hyosung is hot, that's about my only motivation here.

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hola hola~
00000 Tuesday 15 August 2017 @ 6:22 pm

So I haven’t posted in a month so I figured it’s time for an update.

I’ve been on new meds for a while now and I had a psych appointment a few days ago. They seem to be working well because I’ve been doing a lot better, all things considered. My life isn’t at the best point right now but I haven’t had a depressive episode in almost two months so I’m pretty happy about that. I’ve been okay, some days happy, some days not so happy, but okay. Stable. That’s all I’ve been asking for.

I’m overwhelmed by school stuff and I go back for my last semester in a week, so I’m feeling pretty antsy. I’m more concerned with grad school and how to make that happen, moving to a new place and all that’s involved there and just, yeah. It’s all confusing and difficult. I’m not that concerned about my classes since I’m taking like creative poetry and personality theory and shit, I think I’m gonna be okay this semester, I’m not worried about it being super stressful even though I know it will be.

I really miss my counselor lately but I’ll be okay with my new therapist. I just have to try to see her more often and build a good relationship with her. She’s really nice and understanding so I think she’ll help me a lot.

Since I stopped doing this at some point, here’s an update of my face

My faceeeeee

Kira is doing well, too. Too lazy to post a photo of her because I’m terrible but she is good. She’s the only thing that keeps me going some days.

I don’t have much else to say, but I felt I should update this with my more positive progress. And now I leave you with my children, please support them

♥ Brittany

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